HEY! Here's why this website exists:

Since I lost my partner in April of 2025 I've been through this massive identity crisis. I built a world that was molded after him - literally created a business that was entirely built around him, his schedule, and his audience. I have no regrets. It allowed us to spend time together, which to me is the most valuable gift someone can give you. Quality time. We had so much fun side by side and it worked, until he passed. I felt forced and pressured to continue to run a business I stopped loving so that those that loved him could bring home something that reminded them of him... meanwhile, it was destroying my mental health. I worked 18 hour days for months by myself trying to get above water when what I really should have been doing was taking time to heal. Grieving took a back seat. I hated silence and not having anything to do because it meant I had to have a run in with a reality I didn't want to accept. I'm a big writer, I'm not perfect at it, but I love it. I journal daily which has been a big part of my healing process. I journaled before Rob passed as well. This website is a way for me to build something that will bring me joy, that is fully me. Sharing photos, food (omg I love food), writing, making things, running, a great quad latte, sunshine, learning about AI as an agent and collaborator, being near the water, horses, my dog (Buddy), working (which I honestly do love), valuing quality over quantity, evening walks, EDM music, exploring, deep conversation & connections, traveling, being alone (yes - I'm a proud loner), and whatever I'm feeling in the moment. I have this entire website to make into whatever I want it to be. Thanks for hanging out with me here in my space!